guerrilla warfare

you know the media desensitizes people to violence and sex they flood us with their shit messages, but the one thing they don't like people to know about or talk about is the pedophilia. unless of course we're talking about the catholic church variety, then it's ok because the game gets down to the wire now and some of the big players need to be taken out. that explains why journalists will do such a good job all of a sudden despite all the many things they've managed to overlook in the past which has resulted in untold death and destruction, but now they will start asking questions and digging around like wild pigs rooting for truffles.

but they won't touch things like Drasius Kreys. no no no, please do not go there. he's the guy whose little four year old daughter told him that nasty men did things to her with their big sysalai. this happened many times because the men gave the little girl's mother money, and this greedy 'see you next tuesday' cared more about money than protecting her little daughter's dignity and body and soul and psyche and integrity and innocence. so she let these men sexually assault her little girl. repeatedly. and when the little girl told her father, he must have been struggling to wrap his brain around it, can you imagine? so he writes that he will never forget when his four-year old daughter said, while telling his poor gobsmacked self, about their sysalai that smelled like shit and dripping out cream all over her: “are you a baby, daddy? you do not understand anything?”

you know, there's no human being worth a damn who doesn't get this. the outrage of this. the fucking outrage. the violation. the theft of something precious that cannot be replaced. the crime against innocence that can never be repaid, that a four year old child might chide her father for naivete. because she's already used to being treated like a whore.

it makes something snap inside.

so after trying to get some justice through the so-called justice system, which never happened of course because one of the big sysalais belonged to a judge and another big sysalai belonged to an important politician, Drasius Kreys shot the fuckers dead. and NOW lo and behold the justice system kicks into overdrive to get the pedophile killer. unleash the hounds of hell.


but you know, that thing that snapped inside Drasius Kreys, all normal people have that same brittle thing inside, for their children, for all children. that thing that bends with amazing flexibility and devotion in the direction of our children, but it does not bend the other way. it will snap the second someone harms a child, your child, any child. it's like a butterfly bolt. it goes in the wall and then it opens on springs. you can't get it out without damaging the wall. the harm to children reverberates in the space that connects the society of normal people. it rips a hole in that divine space of creativity, of spirit, of love that normal people all share in their natural empathy which the media constantly tries to beat out of us with their steady stream of desensitizing violence and porn. and it hurts. you don't have to know the people to feel their pain you can imagine it you can empathize, you understand. words are not necessary when you can feel these things, and it's normal to feel these things. it's universal. it's totally normal to want to rip somebody's jugular out with your bare hands if they hurt a child. that's normal. people don't need to apologize for those feelings, those raw instincts. it helps us survive. even wild animals like elephants instinctively put their young in the middle of a circle when predators approach. so what is to apologize for? are we not also created with everything necessary for survival, plus more? damn straight. we're supposed to be this way, we were made this way and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

and this is how Drasius Kreys has managed to go into hiding, because the society of normal people are in solidarity about certain things. like pedophiles. the society of normal people have solidarity about pedophiles. we hate them with the heat of the sun. even prisoners consider pedophiles the lowest scum on earth. normal people don't need to think it over it goes without saying. words are not needed because we communicate in that other space where things are simply understood things like right and wrong, and people understand that you keep your fucking sysalais and your filthy hands and cameras and minds away from little children at all times. guess what you want to start making excuses guess what? the second you come up with one single excuse you have just outed yourself from the society of normal people. it's that simple.

so these fuckwits do actually show up and start making excuses. they can't help themselves because they're like arsonists who have to return to the fire, they get off on it, so when we normal people start talking about these crimes getting all hopped up they just have to come around and say some stupid things like it's the parent's fault or the child's fault or let's be reasonable or some such fuckwittery. and all the normal people are like wtf are you talking about you fucking fuckwit?

all those little red flags thrown down on the field, all the asinine remarks they make explaining away the indefensible. make a mental note of those.

you see, they think they have this advantage because they don't get all tripped up on feelings like we do so they think they can intellectualize matters and out think the society of normal people, especially if they jump in real quick and start the misdirection right away. they know we have feelings and they know they need to express some feelings to blend in, but the only thing they have remotely similar to feelings are their selfish instincts for self-preservation, and that's why whatever they manage to say will be off somehow, and you might not always be able to put your finger on what exactly they're up to but you know that you're not on the same page. that's because for them it really is just a bloodless two dimensional page and feelings are just words. and for normal people feelings like i will rip your jugular out with my bare hands or i will shoot you in the balls twice before i give you one in the head if you touch that child, are very much real. so we're in 3D and they are in 2D. they do not know their way around the 3D world where things don't need to be verbalized. it's all theoretical, mathematical, game theory bullshit for them. they have no shame they have no sense of decorum they have no sense of how rude and obnoxious they are even when you tell them they can't hear you blah blah blah they can only hear the sound of their own voice it sounds so mellifluous like a tinkling stream through the fantasy forest where they are good and anything they do must be allowed simply because they want to do it. they don't speak the language of feelings and this is how you can spot them, when they're drawn to the scene of the crime and can't shut their mouths because they're playing a game and it's called let's fuck with these people and get out of jail free.

so you let them talk let them make their excuses for things that have no excuses. normal people can communicate otherwise we don't have to speak what we know about right and wrong, that's the beauty of the society of normal people. we can be in silence and remain in solidarity. that is our advantage. we exist on terrain they don't understand how to navigate, the real forest where you better keep your wits and wear boots. the advantage belongs to us, the people who speak the language of love, because we can communicate without words. you just remember that when you shake your head in disgust you are not alone. we share something basic and primary and instinctual, and it's good, and they don't have it. and they can't fake it.

watch them try. they are pathetic.

draw them out to our terrain. stand on the far ridge of feelings and call them over. they'll twist their fucking ankles for sure because they don't actually know anything about reality. they don't live in reality, they live in a 2D game theory pseudo-world and they cannot survive if we call them out. nor can they resist trying because they are possessed with such ideas of grandiosity and spite and disdain for human beings that they just *have* to come over there and bitch slap you you stupid fucking human for having the nerve to make them come all the way over here just to straighten you out.

the time has come to stop apologizing for being human beings. whatever kind of eugenics or elitist bullshit experiment they have going on, the people who thrive on this culture of death and violence and pornography, they are the inferior species. sub-human. they have no feelings, no empathy, which they prove by their actions and confirm with their vile excuses. they lack something they know they lack it and they don't want *you* to know they lack it. that's the gig. their only advantage is their devotion to keeping their weakness secret and you don't have to cooperate by being gullible. really. they are defective they overcompensate with their intellectual bullshit but they can't fake the feelings they always make mistakes and you must notice the red flags when they do.

the human instincts for survival and for selflessness are not concepts at odds. we will protect the weak and vulnerable, no questions asked. it does not need to be explained because it is unspoken, written into our DNA. they can only try to convince us that we don't have these instincts or that they are wrong, but in doing that they expose themselves.

this is a guerrilla war.
we are the guerrillas.
our terrain is the emotional world.
our language is love.

they don't know our terrain.
they don't speak our language.
and we greatly outnumber them.

draw them out and pick them off.
your weapon is the truth.
use it.

not zero

yesterday this story broke about some pedophile in delaware, a pediatrician, and he's getting charged with raping over a hundred children -- so far. the police investigated him before in 2005 and despite the fact that parents and colleagues expressed concerns about this doctor "for years" the police somehow did not discover anything substantive in the 2005 investigation so he went on to rape who knows how many other children in the meanwhile. and they found tapes of him abusing his child victims, hundreds of tapes, going back a decade.

and someone right away jumps in to blame the victims, the "red-neck" parents, specifically the "back-water, red-necked, inbred behavior one readily finds there is the greater tragedy here....this backwards culture must be eradicated and parents have no one but themselves to blame...what a failure of parenting on a societal level." all this frankly racist vitriol because the parents did not accompany their children into the examining rooms and because the children never said anything until a little two year old, no doubt too small to have followed the monster's threats, finally told her mum. the fact is for all this blaming the victim diversionary bullshit we don't know what this monster said to the parents or how he threatened the children. i'm sure he had a flotilla of reasons and excuses for his behavior and an armada of threats for the little ones. don't they all? anyone familiar with abuse knows that abusers always use lies and threats to manage their victims. and if the abuser is an authority, like a doctor or pediatrician or priest, well so much the better! the parents' behavior has absolutely nothing to do with their socio-economic standing. i have seen lovely pampered women with beautiful manicured hands obey medical professionals like good mind-slaves.

a "failure of parenting on a societal level?" let me tell you about that. you know what parents fail to do? they fail to question authority. they fail to dare to disobey a doctor's instructions. they fail to say no to the medical establishment. pay attention at the pediatrician's office the dentist and even at the vets. lots and lots of people behave like slaves before medical professionals. a few months ago i told a hygienist that she could not x-ray my healthy child because she had no reason other than the schedule handed down on high from the ADA and she looked at me with utter shock like a deer in the headlights. i'm pretty sure i was the first person ever to tell her no. she scurried off to consult with the doctor and they came back to me carefully as though i had a baseball bat in my hands, because i had the audacity to be non-compliant with their preventative dental health schedule, and they can keep their flouride treatments too. they made marks in our charts. whatever. yes i'm a fucking bitch about certain things like poisoning my children please make a note of it and stay out of my way.

go into any pediatrician's office chances are excellent you'll find the walls plastered with big pharma displays everywhere in every single exam room papers posters trinkets and trash about the importance of taking their poison shots. and the flouride and x-rays at the dentist. they just don't stop they are relentless with the brainwashing. anyone think most parents dare to non-comply with this environment? they don't. people believe in this preventative medicine bullshit and that's what it is, bullshit. it prevents health. they have a fucking schedule at the AMA and the ADA of how often to radiate and poison your children, and people go along with that no problem. is it really too much of a stretch to imagine how trusted doctor pedophile managed to simply find alone time with his child patients?

the thing about sociopaths is that they see you but they don't think you can see them. they hide behind these elaborate constructs like preventative medicine, constructs which they developed, painstakingly, with devotion, because these are their hidey holes which allow them to practice their craft unmolested. and they have authority, and plaques on the walls, and maybe white lab coats. people respect them. people listen to them. and with all these earnest people walking around doing their own compartmentalized jobs and patients patiently waiting in their johnnies it's easy to just slip in there and go along and be one of the good people devoted to humanity. mm hmm. sure. and the whole time some of them know exactly what's going on. maybe they don't do anything except support the program, support the construct. in fact that's probably all most of them have to do. don't question the construct make sure the staff doesn't question the construct and for pete's sake, whatever you do, don't let patients start questioning the construct, especially not in the waiting room or at the check out desk, where they might be overheard by other patients or by our sweetly naive staff, or we will have some problems. if a patient starts getting difficult you had better treat that as a code fucking red.

so if you go into their hidey holes and start getting a little non-compliant, you will find out pretty quickly which ones are just a little perplexed with you and which ones don't like your attitude one tiny bit, because it threatens them. how many? i don't know, but it's not zero.

you look marvelous

here's a gushing and i mean gushing don't you wish you were us article about how good -- no not just good way better than good -- we are talking light unto the nations material -- has been the israeli response to the "earthquake" (or whatever the hell that was) in haiti. you might want to bring a towel to kneel on when you read this.

http://tinyurl.com/yj9s5lb

oh the drama. the drama of saving lives and also, as if that weren't enough juicy goodness for one nation to light up the whole wide world HOO boy!, of also, in the same week, welcoming a black african community into the midst of israel. allRIGHT?!


ok hang on there one second because bibi had something to say today about building a fence to prevent the black migrants and terrorists coming from africa because they pose a threat to israel and are changing the "demographic landscape" and bringing drugs and whatnot, and it must be STOPPED. but i think he meant some *other* black people. so nevermind.

http://tinyurl.com/ykcjvbx

anyway, you know, it's ok to discriminate sometimes. i mean that's the whole point of being chosen by the allmighty of being extra-special more special than anyone else on the whole planet. you don't just take that kind of thing for granted you don't rest on your laurels you have to work that constantly, capice? not that i'm suggesting the lord would ever take the handicapped parking tag away, no not at all, it's just that you might as well use it whether you need it or not because that way everybody knows you need it even as they see you skipping and jogging into the gym for your daily session with your personal trainer, followed by a full body massage. let it be known that you do what it takes to maintain yourself and even if you might need a little plastic surgery from time to time, well we know some nice doctors it can all be done with the utmost discretion. not to worry my little cabbage. you look marvelous.

well that's just it then because we don't want to be negative that would be so rude, and these people need a lift because they take a lot of shit on account of all the lousy rotten things they are forced to do, because they have no choice, because everyone has it in for them. and it certainly might be considered negative to point out that the whole jewish air quotes chosen narrative is pretty much, by definition, racist as shit. but it would be very exceedingly rude to start in with that kind of noticing at a time like this, at a time when the jews need a collective little boost in the popularity ratings to get them over the hump. because soon they will be forced to start another war and that always does a job on one's self-esteem.

and so it would be very rude of me indeed to cast an aspersion on this whole haiti roadside hospital narrative and ask just how the sam hill did the israelis, out of all the people in the world who have converged on the little island, how exactly did the israelis manage to get their hospital equipment set up? i thought there were some bottlenecks but i guess they have connections. lucky huh? and what exactly do they do in the mash field hospital with all the little orphaned children? does anyone oversee anything going on or would that be rude? would that insinuate that maybe, you know, given the circumstances of the israeli organ stealing that has happened in the past with disadvantaged populations that maybe our israeli bestest friends could use some chaperones around the destitute orphans of haiti, lest their little kidneys go missing?

mm hmm.

i pick you

i have followed politics my whole life you could say it is a family disease. i am not sure why we have this affliction but as it turns out i have observed a lot of politicians over the years as a result. and there is one in particular who strikes me as the most loathsome, and that would be joe lieberman. not sure what exactly about him makes my skin crawl it could be his nasally voice the simpering way he whines out the mewling words, and the words themselves always have some petulant ring like when a three year old has some problem and can't quite be reasoned out of it, except in joe's case the problem will be based on some lie no doubt or the perennial victim narrative he is so fond of. perhaps he has a dna strand for that kind of thing. and he blinks a lot maybe the lying words from hell dry out his eyeballs as they escape from his toady lips. i don't know but he really sucks. plus he has that imperious tilt of his head he is so holier-than-thou the honorable joe lieberman with the lie built right into his name. the kind of guy who parks his taxpayer provided car in the handicapped spot just because he can he is entitled and don't you forget it.

it takes a guy like joe lieberman to snivel out the words 'i think some people have to be held accountable for the mistakes, the human errors that the president acknowledged that enabled the nigerian bomber getting on the plane.' oh really joe? how passive aggressive can this guy be? he stands there, proud jew, in israel, the terrorist entity that refuses to define it's borders or declare it's nuclear weapons while simultaneously engaging in a sixty plus year brutal ethnic cleansing campaign against the palestinians and anyone else who stands in the way of 'the jewish state' and it's megalomaniacal plans for world domination, subverting the sovereignty and national interests of the american people and the people of the world at every opportunity, in perpetual deference to 'the jewish state,' and he sniffs about accountability.

you know something i think some people need to be held accountable too, and i propose we start with joe fucking lieberman.

shopping

someday soon i hope to be able to go into a store maybe it will be a local business not a chain store, that would be nice, anyway the local businesses don't normally treat people the same as the big chains but i digress. i won't name names but since it is the holiday season i have been in some stores and i am tired of being treated like a potential criminal. in one store i went to purchase a camera since the two we own the older one being maybe four years and the newer one being no more than one point five years but both broken, the older already having been repaired once. you know what the fuck they don't make anything worth a damn anymore why even bother to buy something expensive? i spend a hundred dollars on a camera today because i want to take some pictures of my family you know? my other cameras are broken and obsolete. so i'm not buying anything but the hundred dollar model because i know that in about one year the damn thing will be either obsolete or broken or both. so it's not like a big decision anymore even though by all rights you should be able to purchase a product like a camera and expect to own it and use it without incident for five or ten years or am i just old fashioned? i guess so well whatever i remember when...

so i go to the store i have purchased other things there before like laptops and ipods so i'm what you might call a customer but i am treated like everyone else -- a likely suspect for shoplifting. yes the store is jam packed with displays of videos and music and electronics products many tens of thousands of dollars of merchandise all set up on the displays so tightly organized and crammed into the damn store that the many employees and customers have to walk single file excuse me pardon me bump excuse me wait wait bump shift step aside wait for help. oh hi i would like one of these cameras. ok sure i have the key the cameras are locked in a cabinet because they must get stolen yes i see but *i* am not about to steal the god damn fucking camera i would just like to purchase the piece of shit so i can take pictures for a year until i have to buy another piece of shit camera to replace it ok? well fine so she gets the supposedly valuable piece of shit camera out of the locked cabinet but she can't put it in my little shopping basket because i might *still* steal it you see so now i have to tell her if i'm done shopping. um YES. i'm done i can't wait to get out of this fucking hell hole store please ring me up. she rings me up and i put my new junk camera in the disposable plastic bag over my hand and head for the exit bumping and excusing my way single file past the copious display of merchandise so much merchandise that you need a damn bread crumb trail to find your way to the door with the theft-protection detector sensor thingamabob gauntlet devices at the exit. and yet there's still an employee there oh hi thanks for shopping here could i please just check your receipt?

are you people fucking kidding me????? i have already been treated like a criminal twice in ten minutes -- once by having to ask for help to get the camera out of the locked cabinet and a second time by not being trusted to shop with the thing in my basket and yet that is not enough. i must be subjected to yet a third humiliating personal security check to make sure the thing in my plastic bag matches the receipt before i walk through the securitized gates -- the fourth check.

oh i'm sure the management does this to keep costs down mm hmm so they can pass it on to you and me. yes that explains how i can go in there with my such-a-good-customer coupons which looked so promising when i printed them off although there did seem to be a lot of fine print but i went shopping to drop a couple of hundred dollars on electronic crap that will break in a matter of months. but my coupons gave me ten percent off the lousy accessory so that i saved a whole three dollars. goodness gracious thank you so much that will pay for a school lunch. i guess i will not make a turkey sandwich for one of my children one of these days and i'll be sure to snap a picture of my child with my new hunk o'crap camera on the morning that he or she leaves for school to buy school lunch with the three dollars i saved from shopping at the store with such diligent anti-shrinkage/customer humiliation policies that they could afford to pass on a three dollar savings to me, a good customer.

so i just looked at the guy with this look i don't know what it was but it felt like if there was a thought bubble visible over my head it would say something rude or at least contain a WTF. but since it would be rude to say what i'm sure i was thinking at that moment and i really to try not to be rude to people because i understand they just find it so random seeing as this type of behavior -- meaning treating customers like potential criminals -- must be the height of good management best practice kind of stuff, so i just looked at him a little fiercely and left. and i'm sure he was thinking 'what a bitch' as i walked to my car. ha.

bitchslapped

image from: http://blog.makezine.com/archive/2008/12/electrojunk_sculpture_for.html


so, yeah, i can't post at my news blog because somebunny flagged me as spam bo hoo hoo and now the google people will take their sweet time to fix it i'm sure. must have got too close to something i'm guessing in the philippines so they put the oven mitt over my head. hey whatever there's nothing i can do about it but wait it out and catch up on my reading.

anyway you know i call that blog the good guys will win ha for a reason. the greatest accomplishment a person can have today is to speak the truth. and the more people get sucked into the power establishment the less able they become to speak the truth and in many cases even to discern it. but the truth has a way of coming out just ask tiger woods. so they play a losing game of kick the can and they keep kicking the can down the road but they don't know who lives down the road.

if there's one thing i believe it's that we cannot predict how things will work out they just don't work out how you ever expect and that's something i've learned over and over again. the true God of goodness and truth and creativity can take everything we throw at him with our free will abuses and make a work of art out of it and it might look like one of those junkyard sculptures but it's gonna be good and you will laugh because it will be sort of recognizable and silly with googly eyes and springs and funny proportions like the most talented caricaturist bobble-headed doll rendition of something you've ever seen. and then after everyone has a good laugh except the people whose precious metal junk just got sculpted by the master, he'll take that metal creation and melt it down in the crucible and burn off all the impurities and then we'll see who has been bitchslapped worse and who is made of gold and who is made of tungsten and who is a carbon based human being and who is a piece of dirt.

happy thanksgiving

oh hi happy thanksgiving. taking a little break from cooking for my family and hey i just have to say it's good to be a conspiracy theorist right about now. i mean between the leaked memos about global warming and bin laden aka cia asset tim osman reportedly dead since december 2001, now hitting the "mainstream" media eight years later, hey good times. what's next? the american government is run by jews? say it isn't so. i hear they control the media too. *and* hollywood. jeebus crow. things will really start to get good when we see famous powerful people in handcuffs on the teevee. i for one am ready. bring it.