it's a mistake to hunt human beings

A young girl and her dog looks out from a vehicle as she and her family wait for security clearance at a checkpoint on the outskirt of Bannu, a town on edge of the Pakistani tribal region of Waziristan, Thursday, Oct. 22, 2009 as they flee a military offensive in South Waziristan. Pakistani troops and the Taliban fought fierce battles in Waziristan, a militant sanctuary near the Afghan border in an operation that started on Saturday, with both sides claiming early victories in an army campaign that could shape the future of the country's battle against extremism. (AP Photo/Ijaz Muhammad)


she can see right through you, and so can her dog. you'll never get away. there's no place far enough to run to. people like this will haunt you until your dying day because they've seen things and they know things, secret things, and they know about good and evil. and their eyes stare with that dead level gaze and bore laser beams right through you God help you if you're hiding something evil you've done because you can't hide it from eyes like these.


peekaboo.

i am wearing my toga and i like it that way

seriously i don't think people even know what dignity is anymore, what it looks like, what it means. i myself had mine own stolen a long time ago and recovered it with help, but now that i have it back i can see that just an awful lot of people have lost theirs. and they don't even know it, that's the trouble. a lot of people walk around without their dignity on and therefore it seems almost normal to be debased and debauched, to accept lies and abuse and crap for news and entertainment that you will now make life or death decisions with. to have people running your life as if you're an invalid who can only make a pathetic wavy X on the signature line.

dignity and privacy go together. most people have no privacy our privacy has been invaded by a paranoid government. but even we have it better than the so-called celebrities who have had their dignity stripped, literally stripped so that they can't do a single thing without having photographers at hand and magazine publishers ready to rip them apart for making a mistake for wearing the wrong sandals. but you see they get something in exchange for giving up their dignity, they get money. the system has been designed to reward certain people very very handsomely for surrendering their dignity. they get lots of money and fame and attention, the attention of their adoring fans poring over their every single move and offering to marry them please please please, and so it doesn't seem so bad to the many people to aspire to give up their dignity hey at least you might be rich and famous and have your choice of whack-job spouses.

but who gets to have their dignity *and* their money? oh you are not allowed to know that pfft. hell even the president of the usa has no privacy or dignity. you know he's just a piker and a tool and the people who guard their dignity with ferocious jealousy don't want you to even know they exist. no no. you are to satisfy yourself with a life striving to be like some rich famous miserable person lindsay lohan or brittany spears or the dead ones like heath ledger, with no dignity but at least money or fame along with crying screaming adoring hating mourning fucking crazy lost fans, and failing that -- which let's face it most people will fail to reach that level of rich and famous misery -- well you have at least given up your dignity pursuing that nightmare dream for nothing. hey great deal huh? what do you think all these reality teevee shows are about anyway? it's to encourage more and more people to sacrifice their human dignity for nothing but money, which they mistakenly believe will make them happy.

and then these very same people turn around and treat everyone else like they have no dignity either, seeing as they don't know any better. and you know when you have your dignity on and someone tries to rip it off your body, hey i'm sorry but that pisses a person right off. have a fucking clue.

i keep talking about dignity because i keep learning about dignity. God created us in his image therefore we have dignity, we can learn we can act we can create we can grow. but at this point many of us have been reduced and cut off from our innate abilities to learn to act to create to grow so that one might fairly say some animals have more dignity than human beings. and that my friends constitutes a tragedy because we were made with everything animals have but we got something extra, and that extra thing is dignity. God gave it to us for a reason. why do we let people steal it from our children why do we take it from them ourselves why do we let people trick us to hand it over as adults? why, not to sound like nancy kerrigan but WHY? some tonya harding nutbag flunky has whacked us over the kneecap with the crowbar and we need to wrap an ace bandage and get a bag of ice and go get that fucker, limping or not. seriously people come on already.

sea monsters

Jesus God i don't mean to swear like this but you know i've been reading news a long time and it is becoming nearly impossible to figure out what's going on lately. they have got some serious misinformation and discrediting psyops going on now, it must be close to something happening. for instance you read that ahmadinejad is a crypto jew and it starts making sense in a new way and the next thing you know the information pops right out of conspiracy corner and shows up in the guardian or something like OMG people ahmadinejad is a crypto jew. wow that was fast i mean since when does stuff like that just show up in the corporate media a few days later? and a few days after *that* it gets debunked. oh nevermind that is not true heh heh heh just a false flag false alarm. oh REAlly? limited hangout or what?

you know when you think you have a fish nibbling on the line and you want it to bite on but then it does catch on and it catches on so good and starts taking line that you start thinking hold on a second is this a fish or a giant octopus what the hell is on the line? somebody hand me a gaffe. too much mind fucking. everything they do is designed to put the dirt on them onto somebody else and discredit people who try to point out that they're up to no good.

it kind of makes me want to sit back and say all right you fuckers we're not fishing right now ok? oh by the way rot in hell for eternity where you belong with that satanic creature you worship, why don't you leave this nice planet here to people who can get along with each other and share we could have a nice world if it weren't for *you* nasty defective pathetic excuses for human beings. you're just jealous you're not human we all who pay attention know that's what's really going on you aren't human and you have no future except misery so you have to keep screwing people and amassing money and power because once you die it's curtains for you. but hey that's not our problem and you didn't make anything you just steal and destroy and that is an inherently unsustainable business model especially if you're stupidly intent on killing off millions or billions of people that you feed on you idiots but don't listen to me you can't hear me anyway i don't speak your language i am A HUMAN BEING not a monster like you. we're not chumming or fishing if you want to know what we think you can swim up to the boat from your fucking marianas trench from hell and try to scare us that way and we know you'll get the decompression sickness on the way because you're in such a hurry to execute your evil plans and you'll be some dead disgusting mass of gelatinous swollen exploded putrid flesh floating on the waves and we won't be afraid we'll just hold our noses start the engines and sail on over to paradise island while the seagulls and terns and minnows eat your remains. losers. pfft.